thank you for the compliment,and we did try to get him numerous times but as i said she always got away.i have realized that you really never know what a lot of children have to go through in life.i just dont understand how anyone, especially a mother can be so careless,and not try to do right by there child.i mean i had 4 children,one of which died at birth she was a twin to my oldest son,who by the way is a miracle (14 brain surg.,has cerebral palsy,deaf,and just survived a hemorage to the brain)is a honor roll student and lets nothing slow him down,daughter who has two babies herself,and then my youngest son(if he had been first there would have been no more)ha ha.and then here i was with another son,someone elses child to raise.but i did not mind at all,he is a child,a person with feelings and i could just feel his hurt,anger,confusion.i knew he needed help,but he needed love more.we made sure he had a dr. to talk to just to make sure he was ok.but i still cant understand how anyone can end their life the way she did.i will never know how can you do that,how can you look at your child and truely say im going to kill myself and go though with it while he is watching. what kind of parent could do that? boggles my mind,i mean when they told me i had cancer 2 yrs ago,all i could think of was i cant tell my kids,i dont want them to worry or be sad.life should be just that,life. hey you can tell me to shut up any time,can you tell the kids are asleep and my husbands at work? nobody to talk to but the dog,and she just dont seem to be learning how to talk.
